When did you stop being curious?
I would not be able to guess the date, but I can tell you what happened in your life. You stopped having fun! You turned your tribe into a factory, and became preocupied. In the end, the world had already been decyphered by someone else.
Stop the excuses! You screwed up big time, and took everyone else with you. Stand up, ditch the production line, get busy... Above all, be curious and experiment. New logics are coming, and we need you to find them. Be more like a kid and less like a grown up.
Now you understand why young people are beginning to take over the world.